Procrastination

AHHHH! I am in a procrastination meltdown. I have things I need to do. But am I doing them? No. Duh. I need to write my philosophy paper. (Why do we study philosophy?) I've got the idea all locked safe in my head, but I don't have the focus to actually write the paper. I've always said that I work best under pressure. So since it's due on Tuesday, pressure is a given. But I honestly don't have the ability to care. Isn't that sad? I just don't care. It's a mood I suppose. I'll snap out of it, but not for today. I blame the procrastination box a.k.a. the T.V. And by blaming something else I hit the essence of procrastination-putting something off. Anyway, MTV has got this marathon of So You Think You Can Dance on and I'm mildly addicted. Honestly, I used to look down my nose at shows like this, but now my nose is glued to the procrastination box. It's so intense!!! I have serious appreciation for people who can move like that! I know I can't. I mean right now, between this sentence and the last I had to pause because Neil and Sabra were dancing. Sorry, you don't occupy my full attention at this momment. I'm also on some serious cough medicine (again). Maybe that has something to do with it. I didn't look at the side-effects. But anything that has the slightest chance of making me drowsy will times about ten. I'm very susceptable to medication, which is why I will NEVER do drugs! It would just kill me. I'm very sleepy. I like the possibility that it's not me it's the meds. But in reality it's probably the other way around. I've always been an advocate of America's procrastination.